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[atrb=style, width:400px, bTable][atrb=valign,top][style=background:#dbdbdb; color: #ac8bcc; font-size:9px; line-height:12px; text-transform:uppercase; float:left; padding:0 3px; padding-bottom:1px; margin-right:5px;] LIKESHIP[/style][style=line-height:13px; font-size:10px; text-align:justify; padding-left:8px;] Any relationship with Naoya will be difficult to create - and it will take a lot of perseverance on the side of others. He's silent and completely obedient to others, due to his history. He's completely obsessed with keeping others happy and not mad at him - he doesn't to be "bad", or rather, "badder" than he already is. He was made into a child prostitute at a young age, and now has a large fear of most people and of physical contact. Even so, he does need - and even wants, though he doesn't think he's worth it - to have friends; anyone nice and who can ignore his quirks would be nice. [/style][style=background:#dbdbdb; color: #ac8bcc; font-size:9px; line-height:12px; text-transform:uppercase; float:left; padding:0 3px; padding-bottom:1px; margin-right:5px;] HATESHIP[/style][style=line-height:13px; font-size:10px; text-align:justify; padding-left:8px;]This can be anyone. He's quiet - silent more like - and wont complain of any abuse that may or may not occur. Anyone would think the child is weird - hes silent, he cowers and flinches away from people, he doesn't look people in the face when they speak to him, and a number of other things. Being weird is a reason that many people get bullied, and I'm sure that Naoya will be no different. [/style][style=background:#dbdbdb; color: #ac8bcc; font-size:9px; line-height:12px; text-transform:uppercase; float:left; padding:0 3px; padding-bottom:1px; margin-right:5px;] LOVESHIP[/style][style=line-height:13px; font-size:10px; text-align:justify; padding-left:8px;]As for lovers, well, that will be very difficult. I put him as bisexual, but maybe the better term would have been bi-curious. He's really only had "relationships" (and I mean that in the loosest sense possible) with males, and so he doesn't know if he wants to be with a guy or a girl. Obviously there are no girls on the site, so he's stuck with guys - which he's currently terrified of. He's never had a healthy relationship in his life - not even a healthy familial relationship. He's never had a friend or a good parent or even what we would consider a lover; he's only had his pimp and his Johns - or rather, his rapists. He's had sex probably more times than the people here at the school, having been pimped out for eight years of his life. He relates anything that has physical contact as being painful, anything slightly amorous (hugs, a kiss to the cheek, etc.) to have to lead to rape sex. He doesn't understand love in the slightest. Anyone who wanted to be an actual lover will have a huge challenge. Anyone who wanted to take advantage of the boy, well, it won't be that big of a challenge at all. I've gotten a couple requests to make a lover for Naoya, and I welcome you all. However, I want to make the note that, though you're aiming for a lover, don't expect anything more than friendship because I can't promise anything - not even friendship. A relationship of the caliber you're asking would, in the real world, take years. Of course, we don't necessarily have years, so it might be condensed a little but not a lot. I don't want to force poor Nao into doing things I don't think he would do. That being said, anyone who has a character that they would like make into a potential lover for Naoya, feel free to message me with your ideas - either in PM, email, or IM - and we can discuss it. Everyone who has a character who is going to actively try to do something of the sort will be listed as potential lover. [/style][style=background:#dbdbdb; color: #ac8bcc; font-size:9px; line-height:12px; text-transform:uppercase; float:left; padding:0 3px; padding-bottom:1px; margin-right:5px;] RELATIONSHIPS[/style][style=line-height:13px; font-size:10px; text-align:justify; padding-left:8px;] Marco Leone -- Roommate Cecil Hustveit -- abuser/pimp Chiaki Himawari -- future friend/potential lover Daichi Ryuugu -- future friend Jaime Okano -- acquaintances Zeus Anderson -- mild bully Natsuno Katsuragi -- terrified of Ritsuka Saito -- slight bullying/acquaintance Basil Kingston -- friend Caspian Macbeth -- potential bully Dietrich Wilde -- therapist Peregrine Todd -- protector Yuki Uchida -- teacher/biological father Gokōnosurikire Sadao -- outside protector [/style]

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[atrb=width,400,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] naoya & cecil Meet your new pimp Naoya! Jk Jk...maybe...So Here is Cecil, he's the model student who everyone wants to be but are too pitiful and emotional to achieve his brand of greatness. He's also student council president. He's also a sociopath...Such things don't mix well and seeing weak little Naoya is just blood in the water for him <3 Cecil wants him as his plaything. It may never actually reach the point to intercourse - though he may pimp him out to someone else - but I see him being nice to Naoya in public but as soon as he has him alone, corners him and basically mentally tortures him with all of the information he's gotten on him and threatens to expose. Then of course the emotional abuse in constantly whispering to him that he's disgusting, an ugly, useless sack of flesh who's better off dead than breathing the same air as decent people. But then he'd say that he was the only one who understood, that he would take care of him and never leave him....and then break him little by little... made by rotoscope

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ZEUS & NAOYA
So this is Zeus and he's a jerk. He's going to see adorable, timid, mousy little Nao and want to rattle his cage a bit. He's one of the school bullies, and he tends to really enjoy getting some of his aggression out on the other students. He's just a violent delinquent like that. Not that Nao's whole story wouldn't make Zeus feel sorry for him, but as it is, Zeus doesn't really think before he acts, and so is very likely to pick on Nao.

Fortunately, since Nao does not seem the type to stand up for himself in the least, Zeus probably wouldn't harm him very badly. It woudn't stop him, because hardly anything stops him, but it would probably be a more tame terrorist-victim relationship, than it possibly could be. xD;;

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GOKO & NAOYA
Aw, I want Nao and Goko to meet. Um, I think in Nao's history a lot of his bad guys got caught, but there might be still some open cases about that, or maybe Nao could try to get help from Goko for whatever reason, since Goko is a private detective. So, yeah, I don't know, maybe Goko could recognize him from a police report. Or something like that.

Better idea. If Nao is ever in trouble outside the school. Like bullied, attacked, mugged, assaulted, whatever, Goko could help him, or find him afterwards. Goko has a emotionless pokerface pretty much constantly, but he's a big mother hen and tends to take home strays, so I think if he found Nao in a bad place he'd take him back to his office and give him some chocolate milk, calm him down a bit, and maybe see if he wanted to talk about it.

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[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & CECIL we're both going to hell rotoscope Hi Cecil~ You're an awesome person that needs to die. <3 I can understand the silent/socially awkwardness that will make him a target for this guy and I do love the "make his life hell" bit (srsly, this guy is gonna send naoya to cut even moreee). However, I do want to know how Cecil would find out about any of his secrets when Naoya doesn't speak. Naoya, if pulled aside by Cecil, might assume it's for sex but it doesn't mean he'll act on all that. I want to know what information on Naoya Cecil would have before we go further with that part, but the hellish life is perfect.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & ZEUS So... emotional/verbal abuse more than physical? Not that I care either way if it's physical or not - Nao can take a lot - but I'm just trying to clarify it. Anything awful like that will send Nao to trembling and terror just at the sound/sight of Zeus. Poor child.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & GOKO You misunderstand. Nao would never, under any circumstances, willingly go to an adult - especially a male adult - for help. Older males are dangerous, they have power, and they hurt you. I don't know that he'd be recognized, since he comes from the other side of Japan, but that's an interesting idea. However, I do like that second bit. Nao isn't one for wandering, but he'd definitely want to get out of the school filled with males as much as he could - and given the other two posts of bullying there's definitely room for trouble. However, taking Nao anywhere probably would make it worse (not that Goko knows this), especially to his home - because homes have bedrooms, and bedrooms are where sex occurs. Think about it. :[ But I do like the idea of him trying to be a protector - and if he tries hard enough Nao might come to trust him, at least as much trust as Nao is able to give.

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[atrb=width,400,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] naoya & cecil Oh dear sweet Nao, don't you yet know that everyone, including police and investigators, have a price? Besides the fact that Cecil has a key to the faculty office and could thus do some browsing on the bare minimum, he could easily hire an investigator to dig up anything he truly wanted to know~ He could even hire a hacker since money isn't an option for him~ made by rotoscope

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[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & CECIL While this is true that every officer has their price, you're not taking into account that he's been all over Japan and has had two legal name changes. It'd be highly difficult to get everything on him, and he'd definitely have a sealed record somewhere. However, as for that school record, it would probably give the bare minimum on how fucked up he is so that the teachers know to play nice - he comes from an extremely abusive place, he's bounced around orphanages, etc. But yeah, I can definitely see that Cecil would find out that Nao was once a prostitute, and that would be the worst thing ever for Nao. Nao doesn't want that to get out at allll. He's making sad faces at me.

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ZEUS & NAOYA
Yeah something like that. Nothing really to profound on Zeus' part with the verbal, since Zeus isn't all that bright. He'd get a kick out
of terrorizing Nao though, just grabbing him, and making him scared and stuffing him in a locker somewhere or locking him in a supply closet. He just wouldn't have any reason to outright beat on Nao if Nao doesn't put up any sort of defiance.

GOKO & NAOYA
Yeah, I sort of figured that, but I figured I'd put it up anyway. Goko just might know about it because he was a police officer two years ago, and he might know about it if a prostitution/child abuse ring was taken down, and might have looked at the police reports when it was first brought up. I mean, we know about horrible people/situations from the other side of the country, and Japan's not the biggest country, and Goko's just the type to follow things like that. (this isn't really necessary though, obviously, since he'd be willing to help Nao whether he sort of recognized him or not, he just wouldn't be as patient, if he thought Nao was just a scared kid.)

Also, Goko wouldn't take him home home, that place is tapped like crazy, and is his semi-personal space. He'd take Nao to his office, which is a floor below his apartment, to talk about things like that. Also, Goko dealt with sex/prostitution himself when he was 12, and though it wasn't as vicious or by force as Nao's childhood, he's a little more sensitive to things like that. Also, besides for the initial casual/nonsexual touches that Goko might use to help Nao get up or come with him, Goko's not really a touchy-feely type of person, most especially to people he's just met.

So I don't think he'd set Naoya off too hard, or too often. So that might work?

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ritsuka saito &&& naoya hino

Herroooo. Ritsuka is sorta, you know.. Cecil's right hand? well, that sounded possibly sexual.. Partner-in-crime, more so. He really doesn't get why go after the weak ones like Naoya. He's such an easy target. Why not go after someone more challenging? He enjoys challenges... Anyway, unless instructed, he wouldn't really do anything to Naoya. He'd think he was too.. well, already broken. Why break what's already broken? 8| seems pointless... He'd be curious by him, though. Ask him if he can sign-language. Or write? He'd write notes to him. He'd be curious to his sort of responses...

yuki uchida &&& naoya hino

omfg, it's my son from another site! ahem.. that ignored, Uchida is an ass, but he also has a hero-complex. If he sees a kid that needs some sort of help, he'll help them, though usually make an irritated show about it. He may be nicer to Naoya, since he doesn't seem like a stuck up brat, and he looks like a sweet kid.. He teaches Literature; idk how well Naoya would be at the subject, but if he needed help to up his grades, Uchida would help. He's not an annoying brat, after all.

jaime okano &&& naoya hino

Little boyfriends c: .. no but seriously, of all of mine, Jaime would probably freak Nao out the least, which isn't saying much, but it's something I'm proud of, despite. He'd be sweet to him, though shy, and he'd give him a lot of compliments, because Nao just seems so nice, even if he doesn't talk a lot. And he's sure he's so smart, and wonderful, and he looks like a nice prince c: or maybe a knight. He'd try to make him smile.

peregrine todd &&& naoya hino

This is the security guard. If he thinks Nao is getting picked on, he'll be the one to try to stop it. He'd be nice, but he's not shy; he's rather up front about things, and he'd likely pat his head and freak him out, then feel absolutely terrible about it, and try to make it up to him. He has a son, but he's not played right now. Though, he'd probably be worse.. he's more outgoing than Peregrine is.. Either way, he'd look out for the kid, and protect him as best as he can. He'd try to help him out of that shell c':

caspian macbeth &&& naoya hino

... Naoya doesn't talk or associate with other people often, so I don't think Caspian would get a "Youregay BI" vibe from him. Thus, Nao would probably be safe. Just don't bump into him or anything. Like Nao, he doesn't like to be touched. Unlike Nao, he gets pissed off when he is.. but like him, it's cause he's scared. Funny that, he's the one with the sexual abuse that the could, in theory, bond over... x'D but fuck no, he's not gonna bond with this kid. Loooove yooouuu.

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[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & ZEUS D: Not a locker. Small spaces are terrifying and not cool. that probably just encourages him Yeah, Nao would just take it though - he won't make a lot of noise seeing how he's been taught not to, and he would just take it. Which is always nice if it makes Zeus less inclined to attack him.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & GOKO True, I'm just not thinking things through xD. Though Nao has had a full name change and then his surname was changed again, and of course his name wouldn't have even been in the paper - but even so might be in police reports. At least, his old name. I don't know about the new name. ...Oh. I totally knew that. Yup. I was just testing you. Even simple casual/nonsexual touches freak him out because he was beaten into submission for years - child prostitutes go through a hell of a lot He doesn't like physical contact of any kind and, even if he was bleeding out onto the street he would still try to hide away and cower from the man, if that puts things into perspective. Not that it's anything against Goko, it's just what Nao does. Still, after awhile he might get used to it. I dunno - I'd have to play it out~.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & RITSUKA Nao, after having read all that Cecil intends to do, would be abso-fucking-lutely terrified of Ritsuka. No, Nao cannot sign-language, but he can write - or at least he can kind of write. He started learning last year, and it's not the best but it's something. Nao would respond, if only to not get in trouble with the guy. He'd want to keep him and his friend happy because he doesn't want his secret spilled. =[

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & UCHIDA hi abi from another site! Yeah, Nao needs all the help he can get, in both literature and bullying. He'd be afraid to make the man angry doubly because hes a teacher, which puts him in an even higher position of power. Even though Uchida would be helping him, the annoyed demeanor in which he'd do it in would make Nao feel even worse and D: face. As for grades, he's behind everyone by literal years - he needs all the help he can get. He probably gets some extra lessons.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & JAIME Little boyfrands~ --- Compliments and sweetness would freak Nao out, because why is he doing this? Did I do something? I dont understanddddd. Yeah. You know the deal. Lawl Nao says he isn't a knight or a prince, because he's a bad person. I highly doubt Jaime will be making Nao smile any time soon.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & PEREGRINE He'd have to be observant about if he was being picked on, though I'm sure he'd have been given a preliminary report on the child seeing as he has a police record and all that. So he'd know some of his dirty laundry. Nao would be especially terrified of this guy too, more so than Uchida even, because he's the security guard and has lots of power and is dangerous, you know. Being touched would be terribly terrifying and stuff, but maybe he'd open up in a few months/years if he kept trying to help him and was nice.

[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & CASPIAN Nao won't bump him - he stays out of the way, remember? Lmao Nao didn't want to bond with you over sexual exploits anyways. <3 So, they probably will never meet. One less baddy to deal with~.

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uchida &&& naoya

youmahbbynow c:
..andifpeoplefuckwithyou BI Iwillkillthem.

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GOKO & NAOYA
Yeah, Goko probably wouldn't know his current name or even that he was in this city, just maybe his adorable little sad face when they had to do all the kits and catalogs of his injuries, in the official police report (before it was inevitably closed to protect Nao), and then from any other childprn things that Goko might have seen in evidence while looking over cases like that. I'd imagine that kind of thing sticks with you even if it's not a case you're directly involved with, you know?

Lol, yeah, Goko's room contain the privacy of himself, whomever he invites inside, and his stalker and anyone he feels like showing the tapes to. So, his apartment isn't really appropriate for much of anything sensitive. The only reason his office is fine is because it's nearly empty and easy to find taps in.

But yeah, Goko wouldn't have anything against not touching the kid when he didn't need to. He's pretty good with personal space, since he has his own. But yeah, there's nothing Nao's going to be able to do if Goko sees him hurt or in trouble. Except maybe cry rape, in which case Goko would call the police for him, and he'd have to go with them. Mostly though, I think Goko would take him back to his office and get him some food, make sure he's at least somewhat okay, see if he's going to want to talk about anything, and then make sure he get's home. And then possibly continually check on him, because Goko is a big momma hen on the inside. Shhhhh.

So, I'd love to have this happen anytime you want. XD

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[atrb=width,250,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true] NAOYA & ZEUS Yeah. So long as he doesn't try to call him by the name on the reports and if he did, that'd be weird because lolwhyyourememberthat that's cool. I'd hope he'd have the tact to not say anything on the matter - 'cause if he did all Nao would think is "omfg he's a bad person who probably took part" and want to get as far away as possible. Food is nice, and even if he wasn't okay he'd tell Goko he was if it got the strange man to leave him alone. If he could speak he'd be all "You don't have to walk me home" but he can't so he'd just be all ":[ i'm an awful person 'cause i'm bothering you". Yup. Have some Nao-logic. As for continually being checked on, Nao be all "DDD: ishegonnakidnapmet?"

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